Upon arriving in Dubai I hurriedly called Ipe (our lead guitarist) and told him about meeting the band in Joburg personally. He was so happy for me. "Its time to let go" he told me.. Yeah, I already did Ipe.. I did let go of the violinist.
It took me a year before I get over him. All my bandmates knew what had happened and it was a horrible experience on my part. I never thought that things would have to end like that. I wasnt prepared and I didnt see it coming. It came and ended so fast.
Upon meeting the band and upon hearing that line from Ipe I realize that there are somethings that are better left unspoken. There will always be songs that will make you remember the past. Lines of hapiness, choruses of pains and stanzas to move on.
Its another lesson learned. Another growing up to do, another song to come and to be remembered.
I still love 3doorsdown and Im a huge fan. "Let Me Go" will always be one of my favorites.
Saturday, 28 April 2007
Friday, 27 April 2007
3DoorsDown in Johannesburg!
HappinessOkay, Im speechless.. Still in a state of shock.. I've met one of favorite band when I was in Johanesburg, South Africa for a flight. Whaaa! I cant believe it..
So happy...
And a sudden state of loneliness...
While Im reminiscing the moment I had with the band 3doorsdown, I recieved a message from yummy that she's off to Manila this morning and apparently, her pilot for todays manila flight is non other than Mr.Another used to be... My heart stopped. Wishing that Im CBC having a briefing with them.. Ohwell... Not meant to be anyway.. Why bother think about him? Past is past..
On the other hand...
I have 5 days off starting tomorrow and I have to prepare myself for a looooong 9days flight bound to SIN-BNE-AKL. I've to arrange my schedule. I've got laundry's to do, still have to move to the other room ( w/c includes going to accomodation before I can move), have to go to the uniform store to get myself a new pair of uniform ( because I accidentally burned my jacket, hahaha! what an idiot!) and shoes. whaaa! lots of things to do.
Wednesday, 25 April 2007
No answers, just questions
While updating my page in multiply, it occured to me that my ex has been viewing my profile every week since our break up.. Whats up with that? He's getting married by December this year in Bora. He chose whats convenient for him and he's suppose to be happy. I know him to well that I can sense that he's not happy with where he is right now. You'll not gonna view your ex gf's page if your happy with your present status.
I went to Bora with my son and a friend and her kids whom I've met through my ex. Actually, Joana is one of those people who knew my ex pretty well. He cant even lie to her and he tells everything to her. She was there when the relationship started and ended. Joana told me some stories about him during our trip to bora. Honestly, I cant be bothered by him anymore. For me, what he did to me was unacceptable and over. We're over.
I hope he'll find his happiness bcause I have found mine. There's no amount of bitterness in my heart towards him anymore. The damage has been done and for me, it another lesson learned. I still care for him but this time as a friend. Im hoping that everythings gonna be fine with him and Im wishing him all the best.
I went to Bora with my son and a friend and her kids whom I've met through my ex. Actually, Joana is one of those people who knew my ex pretty well. He cant even lie to her and he tells everything to her. She was there when the relationship started and ended. Joana told me some stories about him during our trip to bora. Honestly, I cant be bothered by him anymore. For me, what he did to me was unacceptable and over. We're over.
I hope he'll find his happiness bcause I have found mine. There's no amount of bitterness in my heart towards him anymore. The damage has been done and for me, it another lesson learned. I still care for him but this time as a friend. Im hoping that everythings gonna be fine with him and Im wishing him all the best.
Tuesday, 24 April 2007
Ways to move on..
Im back! Well, atleast for now.. I've been to lazy to blog recently. Actually I dont have any topics on mind to tell.
Today while hanging out with my flatmate and our girlfriend "yummy" I found a good topic to write about.
Every each one of us had their hearts broken atleast once.. But in every failed relationship the last thing that you would go through is the pain of having to move on. At first we're in denial that the relationship is over. Still wondering and reminiscing those times that you were together, but what we dont realize is that everytime we think about those good old days we're just hurting ourselves, we are depriving ourselves from seeing the good thing about the end of it.
Most women, in so many cases, tend to go back from were the relationship has started ( specially when we were caught unaware that the relationship will suddenly end when infact what we are expecting from it is the other way around), questioning ourselves what went wrong? Hoping that soon our prince charming will come back realizing that he was so wrong and he made a wrong decision by leaving us.. I find it stupid for us girls that we think that way.
Below are some ways to help us from passing that moving on stage.. Hope this might help.
1. Incline yourself to music - Take voice lesson or buy musical intsrument that will help you to pre-occupy yourself. Avoid those songs that will make you remember of him.
2. Go to the Gym - Im sure we're all pretty mad about what had happened so take all that madness to the gym, or attend yoga class and make yourself look fabulous.
3. Business- If you have enough dough to splurge, then its a wise decision to enter the world of business.. Just be careful in choosing what business to put up.
4.Work- If you dont have enough dough to put a business of your own, Im pretty sure that you're not a bum. Concentrate on your job, look for some other ways that will give you extra earnings. Now, if you're, then I think this is the perfect time for you to look for one.
5.Go out- Go shopping, (Its a girl bestfriend and the most effective way to take yourself out from the state of misery). Spend time with your girlfriend, take your comfy shoes, catch a movie or have dinner.. Or do a makeover..
6. Fly- in our case( flight attendant).. aside from shopping, flying more is one of the most effective way, seeing other places buys out some time, taking us away from thinking about the relationship and we earn more by flying more..
7. Go Decorating- Buy furnitures, or paint your room. You dont wanna be stuck to the same room where all you can see from every corner of it is the face of your ex-boyfriend. Come on! you dont wanna end up feeling that feel of wanting to crawl back in to your bed because youre not feeling to well..
8. Blogging- Too tired of hiding all the pain? well maybe its time for you to put all the words together and have it post to the whole internet universe.. You'll feel better I assure you that.
These are all the things that I can think of to help us girls to atleast lighten what we feel. remeber there are always benefits from moving on.
If eveything on my list fails you, Maybe its time for you to list down all the positive effects of that failed relationship to you then heal yourself by looking at it. Remember, your friends can tell you what to do but in the end it will always be you who'll do the decision making..
Today while hanging out with my flatmate and our girlfriend "yummy" I found a good topic to write about.
Every each one of us had their hearts broken atleast once.. But in every failed relationship the last thing that you would go through is the pain of having to move on. At first we're in denial that the relationship is over. Still wondering and reminiscing those times that you were together, but what we dont realize is that everytime we think about those good old days we're just hurting ourselves, we are depriving ourselves from seeing the good thing about the end of it.
Most women, in so many cases, tend to go back from were the relationship has started ( specially when we were caught unaware that the relationship will suddenly end when infact what we are expecting from it is the other way around), questioning ourselves what went wrong? Hoping that soon our prince charming will come back realizing that he was so wrong and he made a wrong decision by leaving us.. I find it stupid for us girls that we think that way.
Below are some ways to help us from passing that moving on stage.. Hope this might help.
1. Incline yourself to music - Take voice lesson or buy musical intsrument that will help you to pre-occupy yourself. Avoid those songs that will make you remember of him.
2. Go to the Gym - Im sure we're all pretty mad about what had happened so take all that madness to the gym, or attend yoga class and make yourself look fabulous.
3. Business- If you have enough dough to splurge, then its a wise decision to enter the world of business.. Just be careful in choosing what business to put up.
4.Work- If you dont have enough dough to put a business of your own, Im pretty sure that you're not a bum. Concentrate on your job, look for some other ways that will give you extra earnings. Now, if you're, then I think this is the perfect time for you to look for one.
5.Go out- Go shopping, (Its a girl bestfriend and the most effective way to take yourself out from the state of misery). Spend time with your girlfriend, take your comfy shoes, catch a movie or have dinner.. Or do a makeover..
6. Fly- in our case( flight attendant).. aside from shopping, flying more is one of the most effective way, seeing other places buys out some time, taking us away from thinking about the relationship and we earn more by flying more..
7. Go Decorating- Buy furnitures, or paint your room. You dont wanna be stuck to the same room where all you can see from every corner of it is the face of your ex-boyfriend. Come on! you dont wanna end up feeling that feel of wanting to crawl back in to your bed because youre not feeling to well..
8. Blogging- Too tired of hiding all the pain? well maybe its time for you to put all the words together and have it post to the whole internet universe.. You'll feel better I assure you that.
These are all the things that I can think of to help us girls to atleast lighten what we feel. remeber there are always benefits from moving on.
If eveything on my list fails you, Maybe its time for you to list down all the positive effects of that failed relationship to you then heal yourself by looking at it. Remember, your friends can tell you what to do but in the end it will always be you who'll do the decision making..
Thursday, 12 April 2007
Boracay 2007
I cant think of anything to say yet but Ill edit this post as soon as Im back to my blogging mood.. Fo the meantime, check out the pics from our vacay..
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